Woe is me, for the winter break is over ! time to gather up all that money you saved(or didnt save) during the break and waste  spend it on BOOKS !! WOOHOO !! Time to get up uber early for that eight oclock class skip breakfast and fall asleep in the first row ! lolol …. unfourtanetley I must go through all this again … but not tommorow … MONDAYS OFF !! (once again)

You were supposed to be here

You rode right by my side 4 like 3 years

Now I got spiritual tattoo of like 3 tears

Because our bond died, We had strong ties…

Literally and spiritually, so we didnt need peers

I took 8 shots, you took 3 beers.

You know you’ll always have a warm seat here

and im not talking about my exe girlfriend .. oh please, dear.

Yeah we’ll still talk a lot and we’ll chill out,

but you were my partner in music so nothing is real now

and it hurts when I have to ask “Are you stil down?”

You told me not to depend on you, how would you feel now?

I know i talk to your exe and you hate it

there is no real excuse so i couldnt create it

a problem was created and I didnt aid it

But just know that I know, and I’m not playin’

I know I was hiding now I’m being honest

I know I was lying now I’m trying to vomit

That was kind of nasty, bro I’m sorry

You put up with all of my bullshit when I was wrongest.

However, I like what you’re doing ; all peers abolished

You are doing you and your attitude polished

I was down with all of it, really fond of it

Until i found out I was on the list of niggas you weren’t calling.

I hope that Im still in your life

But i can’t blame you 4 living your life.

Tribulation brings me down, but im living life face up

Everything is changing so i need to brace up

You wanna forget music because you want your grades up

But I can’t blame ya, so I just blame love.

I dont like having Facebook , but it seems as though I trapped myself in it’s web. I deactivated my account for awhile and it felt so awesome, I cut my phoneline and deleted my twitter along with that, I’m telling you it’s the best feeling ever (in my opinion anyway). But it was becoming a problem for people because they couldnt reach me and I wouldnt reach them as often. So i decided to allow my Facebook to exist …atleast. However, I feel Facebook is just an obstacle for me. Everytime i try to focus on something my focus shifts to the damn news feed page ! maybe i’ll keep twitter instead of facebook ….

Im @ war with my own Heart.

Tupac’s leadership and intelligence inspires me so much … I could relate to a THUG LIFE to an extent, but all in all I think I’m far too privileged to be living a THUG LIFE … so I came up with THUG MUSIC.

The

Hate

U

Gave

Me

Unravels

Sinful

Indecisive

Creativity